im so sad I want to throw up all i do is cry

Being alone, school will be 8-1 work will be 4-11 
I’ve hung out with two people and just two people for the past months
at night I’m alone in the day time I’m tired
to rejoice tomorrow I have off and will be only working part time till graduation. My home is so quiet. Counting numerous sheep does not put me to sleep. I may go on the bus for 6 months in fall and travel then get busy with college. I want to be loved, I can’t deny it, but my heart be fucked. I think I’m not going to go out for awhile….but want people to come to me. Guess that’s why I’m lonely e_e